feelin' blue-ish

Sooo..... 2 weeks from this very day, I, Kelly Malka, will be unloading my neatly packed luggage in my new USC home in downtown Los Angeles. How crrrrazy, right?! And yea of course I'm excited, yeah yeah, but I must admit... I'm mainly nervous as heeeelllll. Starting over freaks me out, I know everything will be okay and that I'll love it (lets cross our fingers here, people), but I can't help but be so overwhelmed with anxiety! College is one of those things that just puts me in a state of distress, at least last year it did. So its kind of hard for me to snap out of it, to sit down and think Hey, you're going to a great school, people love it, the education is incredible- YOU'RE GOING TO BE OKAY. Unfortunately, my mind works opposite to this rational way of thinking. All I can say for myself at this very moment in time is to enjoy every last bit of summer I have left, do everything I will miss before being bound to a campus lifestyle, see all friends that will be traveling back to their colleges long flights away, and lastly, relllaaaaax, and keep in mind that everything will be great.

Nah, I'm not literally feelin' blue, but I'm feelin' a lil grey. Unclear, unsure, unstable. We'll see right?! Hopefully I'll be posting a lot once school starts! Let's see how much staying in sunny SoCal will inspire me this semester. Anyways, above is an orignal sketch as well as some other versions manipulated in photoshop. 

I hope you aaaalll enjoy the last small moments of this awesome summer. It has truly been amazing, and I am so sad to feel it slooowly but surely ending. 

xo,

kelly

**all original artwork, please give credit before reusing or reposting, thanks!